fuck.
fuck my thoughts.
fuck my fat cellulite thighs and ass.
fuck my body.
fuck that I want to die
time to work out till I shake again
tonight:
-cruches for two longish songs
-squats till it burns and a little more
- dog hydrant thingers for my fat ass
-I already did some running today.
UPDATE: I did more than this! YAY
Tomorrows diet:
breakfast - nothing.
lunch- diet Pepsi possibly 50 cal soup (yay microwave at school)
dinner- avoidance but I'm going to be with the boyfriend so =/ I'll go back to my hiding food days, [I could make a whole baked potato with sourcream disapear seeming like I actually ate it, hah]
Tomorrows exercise:
-same routine as today but after the boyfriend goes to sleep
-skating!
I'm going to Yuk Yuks comedy club again on saturday, could I please lose some weight :P
lol how the hell do you make it dissapear lol give it to the dog or throw it up??
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i hope you do well do sone squats for me i hate it
Take care and have fun on Saturday.
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