Sunday, January 9, 2011
I spent my day watching eating disorder movies and documentaries. I like What's Eating You.
I'm feeling depressed again and am really fighting the urge to stay home from school.
I ate so much today, my dad took me to tim hortans and I have broccoli soup and a donut and hot chocolate, he ordered for me.
I had vegetarian chicken strips and peas.
Tomorrow is coffee. And avoiding massive amounts at food at my boyfriends.
Fighting the urge to cut is becoming harder and I bought arm warmers to cover my cuts.
I'm going job hunting tomorrow because me and my mom have 80 dollars till Thursday when she gets paid.
My insomnia is back so prepare for late night posts perhaps.
I've also been dreaming more when I do sleep.