Tuesday, January 18, 2011

response to silent nightmare

Silent Nightmare asked me if I had ever imagined a scenario where I tell my friends about everything and if they reacted badly.
I have imagined many scenarios for many of my friends and some do turn out negatively based on how I know what their personality is like, if they are cold or superficial or just wouldn't know what to say its a very good reason for me to keep it to myself.
Most of my friends I wouldn't tell mostly because I wouldn't want to bother them with my life =/
Only very few friends know about my alcoholic/ abusive mother and barley anyone knows of my ED.
I just thought I'd share in a blog response so everyone could read it :)
Thank you for asking Silent Nightmare!
I say things about telling someone in my blogs a lot and I just really want it to be the right person I reach out to if I ever do and preferably I want it to be an adult that is like a mother to me. I'm struggling with that.
by the way I have formspring for fun now! at http://www.formspring.me/SarahAlexisB

1 comment:

  1. I understand what you mean. I've told a couple of my friends and they just don't understand. Plus how do you explain something like EDNOS to someone?? I think holding on till you find the right person, someone who can be there for you, understand and still love you unconditionally, for who you are and not for your ED.