I've gained weight and I'm so mad at myself.
I don't really have much to say because I'm reallly exaughsted so I wrote something instead :)
I’m called wise for remembering the tricks simple humans teach me
I’m called strong for the lifting I do to survive
I’m thick skinned and nothing can hurt me
Accept the keepers of me
A gun, a spear, a knife
Will pentatrate my skin
I can care for myself
But you humans seem to rely on me
For white, wonderful, ivory
You care not for my life, nor my intelligence
Truthfully I am shy and strong
But you hurt me
Elephants are my favorite animal there so strong and wise but they can be over come by so much and humans treat them wrongly, I'm going to get a tattoo of an elephant with the words wise strong scared under neith as a representaion of what anorexia and cutting and mental health has done to me.