Monday, February 7, 2011
Break Free from razor!
So I have decided to stop cutting. I'm not saying I'm quitting cold turkey but I'm going to see if I can do it for two weeks and if I can another two weeks and so on! I'm so scared because I have been cutting since grade 5. I hope along my journey all of you will be with me <3 I will try and use other outlets for my stress but this may back fire considering I may put more attention on not eating and exersizing. I'll be updating you and will have my days free cutting tally. If I stay cut free for two weeks I'm going to buy myself something cheap for a month I'll get something better. One thing I am worried about is losing control, I'm going to do some research on how I can handle this and maybe talk to someone. Maybe the school nurse, I'll have to check to make sure she can't tell my parents.
Stay strong beauties. I never thought the day would come where I could ever see considering to quit cutting.
On another note, dance class today was super tiring and lots of work and no one talks to me, I'm so invisible but whatever.
I don't eat lunch or try to pack something healthy and low cal because I don't want to faint after dance!